felix 🌻 @shade@redroo.ml

the time is here to apply for the monster boy zine!!

we are looking for artists and writers of all sorts to put into this book and to create merch! our goal is to make the most varied book possible 😈

and yes: it WILL be a physical book!

artists + merch: https://forms.gle/TqzvvnsgiRcbsCA2A
writers: https://forms.gle/VESqP2raqku8cibEA

applications will be open until 7/5 11:59 pst, we look forward to hearing from you 🖤

more information including a schedule can be found at the zine's carrd http://monsterboyzine.carrd.co

commissions update: i will be taking a soft break from digital commissions over most of the summer while i focus on traditional art and moderating the monster boy zine

i will be open for traditional painting commissions, and may take like one or two avatar commissions a month just because i still gotta pay for my meds and shit lol

my shop is always open, and i am hoping to add more merch, including handmade items, soon! 🖤

https://www.etsy.com/shop/felixsunflower

hey it's pride month so i'm gonna make a new post for my gofundme!!

my surgery is scheduled for april 8th and i am SO excited! we are saving as much as we are able, but i still need help sharing this around and if you have a couple bucks to donate that would be cool too! i'm so super grateful for the support i've received so far, i really can't say how much this means to me. y'all have my heart forever

https://www.gofundme.com/f/zeq7uq-help-felix-get-top-surgery

me comparing my depression to the borg, and my relationship to myself to seven of nine’s relationship with herself, to trent rn

*pens a supportive and loving missive and slaps a cute stamp that i think u will like on the envelope* 😤

just kidding i love u but like, where!!!!

where’s my mustache u shitty hormones

this time it was some picture that was like "maybe if we stopped looking for things to be offended by and instead looked for things to be inspired by this country would be a better place" LMAO

it takes all of my strength to not be like "this is fucking stupid" directly on some dumbass meme one of my aunts has shared

every time i log on to fb i see something stupider than the last time lmao

pineapple plant update!! i gave up on the second top but the first one is doing so well!! i took this pic yesterday to send to my mom 🍍

ty smoothies for my life

mango banana today! which i don’t think i shared the recipe when i made it before

1 cup mango
1 frozen banana
3/4 cup oat milk yogurt
2 tablespoon chia seeds
1 cup coconut water
1 handful of spinach

15g protein / 14g fiber

i especially love the heritage bundt cake pan, look at it!!

https://www.nordicware.com/products/heritage-bundt-pan-1/

i want some of those fancy bundt cake pans

i only make bundt cake every so often but goddamn bundt pans are cool

if i can't see the individual crumbs, i don't want it